Green Eyed.

I hate feeling this way.

It's annoying me, but I can't seem to stop feeling this way.

No matter what I tell myself, it's not working.

It's better to just kill me.

My Childhood Friend.

When we were still young
We were full of energy
Talked all day and night
Laughing everything away

You grew up faster
Became really busy
No more sleepless nights
Coz of late night calls

I slowly caught up
Was able to get into your world again
There were fun moments
And things were going back

But you were still too fast
I can no longer catch up
You’re leaving once again
It’s much longer this time

Got all the courage out
To share one day with you
As a close childhood friend
It was fun and unforgettable

Time waits for no one
It slowly went by each day
While you wait for that time
When you have to go.

Departure day comes
You left while I was busy
You are now gone
The message just arrived now.

The worst thing is
I feel like crying
But I cannot let anyone see or know
How much I will miss you.

2009.10.29 AM 07:33